It's a quiet Sunday morning. I don't have to teach Sunday school, make snacks for between the services or even breakfast for my hubby or offspring. I enjoy doing all those things. I like feeling needed. The ability to fill the gaps and asnwer the questions is fulfilling at times. The opportunities to use what I am and have what it takes. The times when God fills in the gaps and I feel like I'm doing things, somtimes very little things, the way He wants them done. Is a great feeling.
But today is the opposite I'm enjoying the morning so much. I have no radio or cds playing. I can hear the birds singing outside even without opening a window. This is an ideal morning and quite the opposite of the joliting awake ant then vaulting along through a volley of questions and needs that most mornings seem to be. It's a peaceful pause.
LIfe has been a busy busy process of leaping just before the crack opens up too wide to leap across lately. And sometimes it's even been a challengen to quickly find the materials and build some kind of bridge to get across from here to there before it's too late to help so and so because the crack has widened and the chasm is opening up and I have to get over there before it's too late for him or her over there and try to help with their private crissis.
Yes God has been directing me. I have been feeling very much a part of several things that He is doing and I am being His feet and hands and ears and eyes.
It's really strange how that kind of thing comes in torrents like sudden rainstorms and windstorms. I cling to God and make my way through them holding out a hand or finger to some He seems to be directing me towards. Looking and anticiapating the next step.
Today, feels like the eye of the storm. It's not over. But I have a badly needed pause to catch my breath. And then the winds and the rain and the thunder and lightening will begin again.
But this morning for a few hours I am sitting in the eye of the storm. I know it worn't be long and I'll be off and battling for each step. I have lived through tonadoes before and God is reminding me that I will make it through this one too. The sky is that yellow that makes those who have lived through tonadoes before feel sick and edgy. I'm using a metaphor or course, the sky here is blue this morning, but in my mind's eye it's yellow.
Matthew 5
The Beatitudes
1Now when he saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him,
2and he began to teach them saying:
3"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
7Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
8Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
9Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God.
10Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
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